50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
It would have to be a pretty big apology because she left me once before at the beginning of the relationship and it hurt. But when she said that she made a mistake and wanted a relationship again, I was willing because I loved her so much and because we were so strong together.
But then she did it again about a month ago (one month shy of our one year anniversary) and it made me feel like an absolute fool. It hurt ten times more than it did the first time.
So, if she came back, there would have to be a big apology and a long discussion over why she keeps doing it. We would have to plan what we are willing to do in the future in order to avoid it from happening again because I will not go back into a relationship that I know I’m going to get hurt again.